I get tired of feeling guilty for having feelings. I now feel like every thought I have is ill advised and I should re evaluate all my actions too. I just don’t think I can be who everyone wants me to be right now. I wouldn’t even know how to start. :(
And now I’m left jUst feeling bad… I’m selfish, and whatever needs I think I have must be wrong. It sucks to be so wrong and not even understand why.